On the Account of everything that is... This is attemp, as many others have sought, to understand the Universe(As It Is)...

 

 

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Too Much I in this writting...

 

Burroughs writes without I...

 

Writing...

Writing feels like a large weight sinking you down into the ocean when it is being forced.  When it is flowing it is a smooth breeze that is carried over the universe.  Why should somedays writing be a burden and other days writing be a gift of God.  So natural Burroughs rights his fluidity in grace defining the putrid reality of mid 20th century america.  Vile. Disgust... Death...  The Taco shit salid if you will.  I suppose shifting my awareness I too could be dragged down into the suffering of the 21st century that still runs rampid.  I suppose I could describe the discusting waste filled streets of state college with people bound to find themselves seeking for better, more, shinner, glowing realities than what they have already been presented with.  But Who am I??  to call out the white card and smear red all over the minx.  In as much... Fewer could I say than do.  Harsh, no.  OR sey you know what it says.  A melodic melody so dignified and soft.  Codes spining circles magic monkeys jumping on broken ladders to dumb to calapse becoming boys of the hot pink nation.  Should I call my self Burroughs?  How Pompous.  Shit written on the wall.  Burroughs atleast could speell or could he.  Nothing compares to the fine dining lining on the shining she hell.  Right Not to shabby.  Intentionally spitting phrasing that clearly has no just melodic melody or does it?? 50 years from now Journey to Moksha becomes a Moksha to Journey.  Moksha Lib-er-ty.  Liberation.  There is nothing to liberate aside from liberation itself.  To define yourself pick a color any color blue oh yes how gorgoius.  How Blue.  What is that sound that came out of the speaker that sounded like a magic poney.  Poney magic.  Fio conficio 

 

Cut up... Throw away the kee. 

 

What is even more interesting is the reaction the tone that one gets from stating all this jiberjabber.

 

Where did this come from anyway><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><anyway from come this did where

 

No

 

The Rebond

A beautiful place called... A... This gorgious reality... Stop thinking... Stop worrying... Go thinking... Go Worrying... Oh what a beautiful... Space that we explore when we just are...  Are... Are.. Are twisted up in life...  Without care... Without Worry..  Without withoutness... Whole... We are... Penn State... 

 

Just to reshape the sound of that WE ARE PENN STATE...  Feel the Energy and shift again... 

 

Good Bad Good Bad....

 

A poem without intention without trying... Can you travel on the bandwaggon....  No need to think this is all comming from the same space and place.  The same place that flowers are bloming as where opto omnis.  Just turn around...  No don't turn your chair around... There is no one behind you...  Or is there? Turn your mind around... No analysis watch whose looking... If you turn your mind on awareness that is where you will be.  No need to read no need to write... Draw color paint laugh... Turn around...

 

Things happen we happen we are as we are...  Don't limit yourself go deeper.  You can't just cut through rip it off.  This is not a half way process... Dibble in Dabble out... take what you like leave what you don't its all or nothing.  We are all nothing...  

 

Everything is as it is as it is.  What is this though...

 

 

A dog shits... and babies laugh, all is beauty just be with it... 

 

Ten Years and A billion dollars.

 

"Who are you actually talking to when you are 'Talking to yourself?' Without pesuming a complete understanding of the nature of the Word, I suggested that such an understanding would make it possilbe to shutt offthe internal dialogue, to rub out the Word(47).

 

I know Dali says the measure of genius is gold and I do agree that at-least as well paid as writers(48).

 

Who controls?

 

I knew that I did not want to go on taking junk.  If I could have made a single decision, I would have decided no more junk ever. But when it came to the process of quitting, I did not have the drive.  It gave me a terrible feeling of helplessness to watch myself break every schedule I set up as though I did not have control over my action.  (105)

 

JUNKY!

I have learned the junk equation.  Junk is not, like alcohol or weed,

a means to increase enjoyment of life.  Junk is not a kick.

It is a way of life (xxxix)

 

"I need it to get out of bed in the moring, to shave and eat breakfast" (82) "I need it to stay alive" (19)

 

Me and about five other chlorophyll addicts are waiting to score on the landing of a cheap Mexican hotel . 

We turn green and no one can kick a chlorophyll habit.  One shot an you're hung for life.  We are turning into plants.  (123)

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Noospheric What?

Where is this information coming from and to whom is the information being transmitted? Apparently, there is no telling where it is coming from nor going to it is just information. In a definition, that was identified by Wikipedia, one of the premier information age guru's...

"Information is the writing of knowledge of any subject"

So under the context of such a claim, information can be any knowledge that we may claim to be real... Real in the sense that the information is tangible within the constraints of our own consciousness. Before that...

 

"Living matter gives the biosphere an extraordinary character, unique in the universe... Cosmic energy determines the pressure of life that can be regarded as the transmission of solar energy to the Earth's surface... Activated by radiation, the matter of the biosphere collects and redistributes solar energy, and converts it ultimately into free energy capable of doing work on Earth..."

 

This is information... He coined it Noosphereic transhuman communication... Is it that unfathomable to believe? Maybe it’s a little easier for us to see it as a Wiki. Where is the information coming from... Where is it going to... How many others perceive this language...

 

In addition, throughout perceptual time, others claimed that this information would be coming from another source that they quoted as "GOD". Without the aid of computers, and other means of information technologies which we have become acquainted with on a daily basis, we would rely on a created metaphor that can transmute nonlocalized information locally. It was easy for many psyconauts to inherit the language of God because of its suggestibility of pointillism: there is no source to where the information is coming from (contrary to most cartesianists and mechanist of the time). So the next time you are unsure of the 15 president of the United States or the understanding of the theory of relativity. Just close your eyes. “Tune in” to ground control or whatever metaphorical messiah you may utilize to generate nonlocalized consciousness, and just say thank you for feeding me this beautiful array of information from nothing... Maybe you will generate a rainbow

 

 

 

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That which not is not illumined by the sun, nor moon, nor fire,

Having Gone Thither, they return not. That is my supreme abode.

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To address Echan post on Tim Leary. Yes, I understand where you are coming from looking from the research aspect of LSD. But as Leary claimed in High Priest, his autobiography through the psychedelic age, LSD is not research it is something else. His aim was to remove LSD from research because there was not an applicable science, at least at that time, to handle such experiements. Furthermore most great researchers at the time couldn't understand the molecular chemistry of the molecule on the human nervous system. For instance, how can .001g of LSD produce a mystical experience. That is 100micrograms. And you would need about 10 thousand hits of Acid hypothetically to die (LD50). So I am not disagreeing that Leary ended contemporary LSD/psychedelic research but maybe for the future some scientist/therapist will learn from his valiant approach that LSD research is not pharmaceutical research, it is not religious (scholarly) research, and it is not controlled research. IT is something else.

 

That is why people are afraid no one knows what the hell it is. Kind of like achieving Moksha or Samadhi. Sure many have achieved it but very few people can capture the experience and explain it to people logically. The focus is now to create an approach that does not look at psychedelics as this or that. They are what they are. They need a new system/approach/guide. And thank Timothy Leary because if it wasn't for him we wouldn't have the knowledge nor the access to these sacraments that are available today.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Nameless is He, Creator and Destroyer, Everlasting to be Divine, I am

 

Surrender unto Him with all your heart, O Bharata,

Through His grace you will attain supreme peace and perennial abode. xviii (62)

 

ananyaash- cintayanto maam ye janah paryupaasate

tesam nityah-abhiyuktanam yoga- kshemaM vahamy- aham

I take care of the needs of those who seek Me, meditate on Me, see themselves as not

seperate from Me and see Me in everything

 

 

 

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Sheer beauty...

A work of art: to inner-stellar space and beyond. Note the potential... Energy is neither created not destroyed... Surely, enough the instrument on the right can toss you into the the galaxy on the left... Are you ready for the experience...

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Is a Collectively Conscious group of individuals able to create a new barrier in which we break through our current structural understanding of space and time to create any and all realities that we deem fit? Are we ready to come to grips with that truth? - Noosphereic Consciousness

 

 

 

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PSYCHEDELIC RESEARCH PROPOSAL

 

 

Endogenous and Indigenous Brain Chemistry: An Exploration of Human Consciousness from Molecules to Ritual

The goal of my summer research grant project will be an observational account of the nature of psychedelic science, inside and out. Currently, cutting edge research is using new technologies to study endogenously produced and naturally occurring alkaloids such as tryptamines and phenethylamines. While the popular media often represent these compounds as ways of manipulating a biochemical machine, scientists agree that one must understand both the molecular action and the cultural context of these chemicals in order to understand the function of mind. That is, these compounds both confirm and deny a biochemical model of mind: Human consciousness is clearly biochemical, yet that biochemistry is dynamically transformed by both intention and context.

Thousands of experiments have been conducted over the past 50 years in which these psychoactive chemicals have proved beneficial both in the medical industry and a sacramental cultural context. Scientists have been able to map out the entire organic structure of each of these molecules and determine their role on humans endocrine system. Within the contemporary medical industry, there is a new drive to fully understand the nature of these substances beyond their chemistry.

The word psychedelic derived from the Greek words for “mind” (psyche) and “manifestation” (delos) was created in 1957 by Dr. Humpfrey Osmond, a Canadian scientist treating alcoholism with mescaline. Most people are unaware that the term “psychedelic” refers to chemicals from our own neurophysiology. In fact, our pineal gland produces a chemical with an almost identical structure to melatonin that is released when extensive amounts of stress are placed on the body. This chemical was extensively written about by M.D. Rick Strassman in his publication DMT: The Spirit Molecule. In this book, Dr. Strassman describes the history of the molecule DMT (N,N-dimethyltrptamine), his experience with the spirit molecule, and the accounts of 40 human subjects experiencing and writing about the effects of this chemical. The research was widely published and regarded as one of the greatest works on capturing the effects of this endogenous chemical. This is mind science "from the inside", at its best.

Sociologist of science Bruno Latour teaches us, though, that we must study science "in action", as it emerges, if we are to understand the nature, possibilities and limits of that science. Dr. Strassman has recently developed a state of the art research center in New Mexico, Cottonwood Research Lab, which specializes in understanding the nature and context of DMT and other hallucinogenic compounds produced by the human mind. By visiting the lab, interviewing participants, and observing psychedelic science "in action", I will able to learn the context and as well as the content of contemporary psychedelic science. I will be able to learn the nature of psychedelic research beyond the research lab, the assays, the protocols, safety risks and hazards, and the processes that are being acted upon in the human neurological system. In addition, I will study the cultural, bioethical, and neuroethical issues in using psychedelic drugs in a research context - the beginning of mind from the "outside". This project will last approximately four weeks.

To study the role of context and culture in the action of these compounds, I will visit and observe a legally recognized church in Klondyke, Arizonathat uses the cactus Lophophora or “peyote”, as their sacrament. Here I will begin my study of psychedelic drug action from the “outside", the ways in which context and ritual, as well as the very names of the substances, alter their effects on human subjects. By studying all aspects of the feedback loop between context, expectation, and biochemical drug action, I will have the opportunity to study an entire "circuit" of consciousness. In addition, this work with peyote in a non Native American context will begin to prepare me for a comparative project comparing the Native American Church - a legal church with peyote sacrament restricted to Native American membership. This project will last approximately 2 weeks.

As you can see, my goals are ambitious, and yet all of my questions can be framed in terms of one question: What difference does the context of use - scientific or spiritual - make to the action of these compounds that have long been a part of the human experience? Are there similarities between the two, or a potential middle ground? Can we integrate these tools into our lives in a safe practice and context? Have we developed a more flexible science that is prepared to understand both the objective structure and subjective nature of the experiences of these substances? How can I learn and grow as a young scientist? These are some of the many objectives that I hope to capture which on this study.

Through the study, Dr. Richard Doyle will meet me both in New Mexico and Arizona to explore the status of my research. I will also be in contact with him throughout the project in which he will advise me with suggestions, create inquiry and thought, and help me to progress through my development of scholarly research. After the research study, I will work with Professor Doyle to compile the analysis between the studies and hopefully write an article in MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association of Psychedelic Studies) for young researchers interested in psychedelic studies. The knowledge gained through this experience, if granted, will be some of the most enlightening experiences in my becoming a future doctor whom practices with psychedelic medicine.

 

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When thoughts dissipate and consciousness Rises- That is It!

 

 

The Breathe Flows... In the SPACE between the exhalation

 

 

And B4 the Inhalation... Open your EYES...

 

 

There is no flow... Nothing...

 

 

No Breath... How Far...

 

 

How Deep... Who is Breathing... hold... Who is there?

 

 

Searching... Seeking... Desperation... the Answer...

 

 

31, 32, 33... Fear... dying... loss of control...

 

 

67, 68,69... Tears falling... pain... Losing consciousness...

 

 

Nothing... Death... Light... Bliss... Freedom...

 

 

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"If the holy-orgiastic-ecstasy-revelation-thread inside you becomes a fraud, a play-actor priest, a pious do-gooder. That's the occupational hazard of a Messiah. You have to keep turning-in/ turning-in/ dropping-out yourself. You have to have a frightening sacrament that works and continues to work" -Timothy Leary

 

My body is

being overtaken by

a far greater force

than I.

I submit to you!

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What Am I? Am I that... An eternal light.... emanating radiantly under this mask of flesh and bones... Writing through this mechanism that is called a body? Who Am I? Am I a reptile in a distant solar system making contact to humans through this shell and too lost to realize that I have been playing a cosmic game. Who am I? Am I the beautiful breeze that is wept past the emanating solar system? Am I a dot? Am I all of these things. How long have I been here... 1987... 0C.E... 2000 B.C.E.... 200,000,000 B.C.E. How many forms Krishna, Buddha, Leviathan, Allah, Jesus, how long?

 

na tad bhasayate suryo na sasanko na pavakah

yad gatva na nivartante tad dhama paramam mama

 

Neither doth the sun illumine there nor the moon, nor the fire;

having gone thither they return not; that is My supreme abode.

 

 

 

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Psychedelic University Education

 

 

A psychedelic model for anyone to understand the implications of our DNA... Enjoy...

 

 

Any ideas?

 

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Mighty, they say, are the senses, mighter than these the mind,

mightier than that the intellect, by mightier still is HE. iii(42)

 

 

 

Wow is that who I think it is... Ahh Yes Mr. Tim Leary or should I say (Guru Tim Leary)

So how many hits of St. Albert's Medicine is needed to reach Samadhi?

 

 

 

 

 

Eternal... Endless.. Infinite..

Aeternus... Infinitus... Phantastica...

 

 

 

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Sir William Blake

 

 

"If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thru' narrow chinks of his cavern."

 

"Children of a future age, reading this indegenous page, know that in a former time, a path to god was thought a crime"

 

"I have also The Bible of Hell, which the world shall have whether they will or no"

 

A few feelings of remorse: To those of whom still dwell within the encapsulating dichotomy in which Evil engulfs the entirety of the soul.

 

Hell...

1 Big Ego Trip

Loss of Soul

Fire, flames, Terror

Old age, sickness, death

Dying, slowly dying

Turn off that intense monkey mind...

Thought... after Thought... after Thought... after Thought...

 

 

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Beyond this door there is only That...

To this you enquire...

What is that?

Well...

 

 

 

 

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This picture is not information, but rather pre-information (a hypothesis of the code of knowledge before the perception of an individual). In order for this set of random numbers and symbols to transfigure into the common sense that we humans may interpret, we must be able to perceive it. In fact, as vernadsky claimed that